Reason why DJSquirrell has no birth mum.

As you may be aware, I was born in Margate, Kent on April 9, 1991.

I was born with moderate to severe hearing loss in both ears. When I was approximately six months old, my birth mother, Rachel, made the decision to abandon me to an empty house and elope to Wales with her partner, Harvey, whom she subsequently married.

Rachel has not communicated with me since her departure. My cries in my pram were overheard by the neighbor, who then contacted my foster family to inform them that I had been discovered outside of their residence without any supervision.

The foster family was engaged in their professional obligations, and they were entirely unaware that Rachel had inflicted harm upon me, necessitating my foster mother's departure from her workplace to return home and provide me with the necessary care.

Later in 2006, I was informed that my eyesight was not correctable even with glasses. That same year, I received a diagnosis of Usher Syndrome Type 2 (Retinitis Pigmentosa). As some of you may recall, I previously created a blog post discussing and explaining Retinitis Pigmentosa.

I have been diagnosed with ADHD and autism at age of 9 but I have a clear understanding of and control over these mental health conditions.

At the age of 11, my father's health deteriorated, necessitating my placement in full-time foster care. Consequently, I resided in numerous foster homes.

Upon reaching the age of 15, I expressed my desire to social services to locate my birth mother, Rachel, in order to ascertain the reasons behind her abandonment. Regrettably, my inquiries yielded no satisfactory responses. At the age of 18, I transitioned out of foster care and returned to my father's residence.

During this period, I maintained communication with Rachel. However, on Christmas Day, my father experienced epileptic seizures, necessitating my immediate return home to assist him. Regrettably, Rachel repeated her previous action by abruptly closing the door on me on Christmas Day, and we have not had any further communication since then.

After a two-year hiatus, I was contacted by a family member who turned out to be my half-brother. He is severely disabled, confined to a wheelchair, and communicates using a computer. We maintained communication for several weeks until the police unexpectedly arrived to inform me that he no longer wished to have any contact with me. I must admit that this news did not cause me any significant emotional distress.

I recently reconnected with my half-brother and his wife. During our meetings, they shared stories about my family's history and dynamics. They described certain family members, including my birth mother, in negative terms, alleging that she had mistreated and neglected some of her children. They also suggested that she had intentionally misled me and other family members in order to prevent us from having contact with each other.

The cessation of communication with my half-brother and his spouse stems from the fact that my half-brother maintains contact with our birth mother. This situation compromises my privacy, as he shares information about my life with her, leading to interference and disruption of my personal and professional endeavors.

I reached out to a previously unknown, yet highly respected individual within the family to seek clarification and insight into my past during infancy. My intention was to determine if there was any correlation between these dark dreams that have plagued me for years and my early experiences.

The story adds up. I was abused by my birth mother, Who threw me down the stairs more than once in a rose basket and was caught red-handed by her family member. Who then removed me from her.

When Dad came walking back home from work, he caught my birth mom holding me outside my bedroom window upside down on the upper floor, threatening to let go of me if I didn't stop crying. I was only a few months old when this has happened.

The legal system is broken, and she got away with murder.

Rachel has been spreading false information about most of us, particularly me. Her actions have resulted in a loss of trust and credibility among our familys and friends. However, it appears that individuals are beginning to recognize the inconsistencies in her narrative.

Rachel is not my mother. I decided to wash my hands of that side of the family because they all tell lies and are all trying to stitch me up and get me sent down for things that never happened or were ever true.

Rachel has engaged in dishonest behavior, including lying about her actions. Furthermore, she has a history of financial irresponsibility, as evidenced by her failure to pay for a washing machine purchased from my uncle after my birth and her refusal to repay borrowed funds.

She falesly accused my dad of molesting me when i was a baby and had my dad in court for something he didn't do. Rachel was a such a horrble person.

At the age of 33, I have made the decision to sever all ties and connections with certain individuals. This decision is final, and I do not wish to have any further contact or involvement with them in the future.

Throughout my life, I have not had the presence of a biological mother. However, I have been fortunate to have several individuals who have played significant maternal roles in my life. My first foster family provided me with love and support during my early years, and my father's partner has also been a maternal figure to me. Additionally, my grandmother, who unfortunately passed away from cancer when I was 16, also played a crucial role in my upbringing.

Recently, during the lockdown period, I experienced the loss of three of my uncles. One uncle succumbed to memory loss, another to cancer, and the third to COVID-19. These losses have left my father as the eldest surviving member of our family.

My personal circumstances will evolve and improve. The only way to achieve this positive trajectory is to sever all ties with my birth mother's side of the family while maintaining close relationships with those who are important to me.

As you are now aware of the reasons behind my lack of contact with my birth mother and my estrangement from that side of the family,

They all need to be locked up, and the keys need to be thrown away.

In my pursuit of personal growth and well-being, I have actively sought assistance and explored various avenues to gain a deeper understanding of my situation. My objective has been to ascertain that my current state is indeed advantageous and conducive to my overall progress, without the presence of certain individuals.

In the year 2024, I embarked on a significant turning point in my professional journey.

This new chapter will be characterized by a series of transformative changes.

I am embarking on a new phase of my life, prioritizing my musical endeavors and expanding my social circle. I am determined to leave my past behind and embrace the future with strength and resilience.

In addition, I appreciate your interest in comprehending my absence of consanguineous relatives. However, I hope it is now clear that my only relatives were my father and his extended family, including my foster family.

Thank you for taking the time to read my blogs and for your continued support. I am truly grateful for your encouragement and for your support of my radio station and my personal endeavors.